I fail but Im willing to try .

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i am a student in a particular school here in Malaybalay City Bukidnon. I am in College and is taking up the course BACHELOR of SCIENCE in INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY. i am in my third year and is still hoping to pass for my fourth year.

My course is a very difficult course. In a year we have 2 semester. In each semester it consist of at most 11 subjects which carries 32 units in our study load and in which every year

i should pass all my subjects at a certain grade (esp. for my MAJOR SUBJECTS) for me to proceed the course. I have been struggling for 4 semester already and now i am hoping to pass this 5th semester.

i always feel sad whenever i get low grades when i know i could still get though not perfect but even higher grades. It kills me inside thinking that i could not posses the *knowledge* in times when i needed it. i feel insecure of not making it rather one of the lists who were on top. I am a very thankful child . i even thank small blessings for i know that it could somehow have an impact in my life but there are still times that i doubt it and i just don't know why. i am indeed a very sensitive when it comes to measurement of knowledge. i know i am not the "GENIUS" student who doesn't need to study in order to answer it all. I'm just an average student who knows something but not everything. what i am trying to say here is that i just couldn't accept the fact that when i fail it seems to punch me in the heart though i know i am not that genius . Everybody has his/her potentials and skills, but mine just hibernates. i don't know when it shows up and practically it shows up when i less need it.

i wanted to be something better!! i don't go to the extent of being perfect but at least, better.

all i ask for myself is flexibility that could manage any subjects encountered. i don't asked to be the top in the class but rather be the better passer.

i am willing to try again but my motivation lacks inspiration. i need to be inspired and be motivated at the same time to somehow start all over again.

in the past years of struggling, my classmates saw me LAUGH,CRY,get ANGRY, get DISAPPOINTED, MAD , SAD, LONELY, INSPIRED, and IN LOVE, well, i luckily get over my problems. Now, i don't know what to say because i am really tired of trying but still failing.

well , Good Luck to me :)

Believe in Magic

Let us believe that Life could sometimes be soooo MAGICAL and full of fantasy :)

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For My Jan2 :)

You asked me WHO I AM. here’s WHO I AM =)

- JALOU .

`a girl who dreams too much X)
`Loves Listening to music ♫
`Happy GO Lucky [at times when i cant find any solution LOL]
`Good Guesser ! hihi.
`crazy.wiLd.idiot.wicked.smart.witty.enthusiast. >;D
`pretty [ofcourse, in my own eyes! who cares? well, nobody does . hahaa !]
`a Good and charming Little angel.
`a sunflower to your day ;)
`a SMILE in your FACE . hahaa .
`a joker.
`sensitive.quick-tempered aLien. 8]
`imaginative cute obsessive DREAMER.
`an artist [in my own way]
`an actress in my own LIFE DRAMA
`harsh at times . [the way i Laugh]
`depressive but indeed develop optimism after a MINUTE.
`LOL Laugher
`a Princess in my father’s eyes.
`a witch in my brothers’ ears . hihihihihi ;D
`a hopeful little SINGER.
`an outstanding FEELER. waaaaa . =)
`a unique being
`a huggable teddy bear.
`a SWEET poisonous girl.
`outspoken demander.
`and a 100% imperfect but REAL human BEING !

hope you find me interesting . nyahaha =3

HOW TO LOSE A GIRL

HOW TO LOOSE A GIRL

in a relationship not every sweet thing can make up a girl's life. there's always that word which we call "value"

that do trigger a girl's emotion. if you are a boy and is planning to leave your girl.. then here's some triggering points

to do so ..

1. Forget your Monthsaries, anniversaries and special moments together.

2. Don't keep on accompanying her going home. (make excuses like: you have something important to do)

3. Don't call her with sweet names. (example: baby, boo, sweetie,etc)

4. Tell her she's getting FAT.

5. Don't mention the 4 Love words (i love you too) when she says she loves you.

6. Tell her she acts like your mother when she keeps on scolding you.

7. Do what she does'nt want you to do.

8. Hang out with your friends and ignore her texts.

9. Hang up the phone when you are in the middle of the conversation with her, and lastly ..

10. If you don't really Love her anymore, tell her right infront of her FACE .

These are just some events that a boy should/must do to be free with her girl. But may I remind you my readers, that

this does not prove anything good. Each one of us deserves to be happy, even us, girls. I wrote this because I don't want

to see or hear my fellow girls crying because of boys. If the boys does'nt want their girlfriends anymore, why not tell

her directly?. If you would ask me why i wrote these 10 points if what I want is to make the boys be straight forward to the

girls, is because, I want the boys to internalize these every point and realize that even if girls are emotionally attached

to them, the boys are the ones who are to be blamed. These points mentioned above can create chaos between Lovers

or even the EX-Lovers. All i want to say is that, even if you(boy) don't Love the girl anymore, don't make her believe that

you still love her. Do things that would make her feel that you don't- so that at the end or before you both end up free

with each other, the girl you loved once will be able to move on. It may not be at a snap but eventually after sometime.

One day, you boys will look up with regret on your face and realize that what you did was wrong. To the boys: Value your

girl and think a hundred times before doing these enumerated points so that you won't regret soon for loosing the the girl

that you did'nt realized, made up your LIFE. I'm not getting biased here but I am speaking in behalf of the girls.

Be inlove and don't do things that may cause you to CRY one day. :) keep smiling and be happy :P

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A SACRIFICE

A SACRIFICE

i keep on wondering what to do,
if in my Life i do not have YOU.
tears may drown the whole of me,
just because whom you choose was she .!

it hurts to say that its just okay,
when i know You’re not here to stay.
everything in this world means to me,
but without you, what would my life be.?

i know you’ve abandoned my heart,
neglected it and torned it apart-
and this feeling weakens my spine,
to ever know that your love was never mine..

all i could do is stay and make believe-
that my love is for you to give,
and then i knew, love is not just a choice you make..
LOVE is also a RISK you’re willing to take . ♥

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EMOTIONS

Many of us encounter several emotions in one day. That is, based on what we feel. though some pretend, and some show it for real. People call it mood swings but i rather call it unstable state of feeling. I am one of these billion people all over the world who encounter this kind of feeling.

Early in the morning, i feel great but as the clock reaches 9am or 10 or any of these time i get to feel different. i maybe irritated, angry, or sad. Sometimes i have this own theory that because of traumatic events or excessive depression can cause this. I have been so depressed since then and now i experience having this odd unstable feeling. Other intelligent beings would say it is normal because people by nature, are prawn to this kind of unstableness but i disagree to this thought because it is not normal anymore.

I wanted to take the course Psychology so that i could have proofs and sufficient knowledge about human behavior. Unfortunately, i wasn't able to. Even if i never took this course i have a lot of theories about these emotions.

So if ever you feel the same way, would you pause for a while and think? would you agree with me? or you won't mind at all?

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modern times

Before, people doesn't use computers to communicate. They can live without it. But talking about the present day, communication is now being one of the human needs. Though others classified it as a want, little that they know that it becomes a need.

why do we need so much of this thing which we called technology? a lot of younger ones would ask. We need it to explore the world, discover what is hidden, know the truth, socialize from across the globe and be able to earn a lot of money. Technology then becomes the life-maker for the upcoming future. Innovations are starting to give birth to a new life we are living which we hope could make us comfortable after all.

If in case our world would turn into a monstrous one because of technology, what would then be the reaction of the people? will the people blame those genius inventors and innovators? or themselves because they are the ones pushing technology to it's peak existence?.

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